Heading Back to BKK

I'm just sitting in the airport in Taiwan almost back to BKK after a long day of traveling... I had such a great time being home and getting to see everyone! I want to thank all of you for showing up and spending time with me- it means the world to me. It is so heartwarming to know that although things happen and people do change, that my relationships with those people don't. I have to admit that I was a bit surprised by how easy it was to slip right back into our common interactions. It makes me feel a little less separated which is really nice. I do have to say that leaving this time was much harder for me. I have found myself just breaking down in tears on this trip back to Bangkok because I am overwhelmed by the love and the special people I have in my life. I am truly blessed and it makes me sad to know that I won't be in physical contact with everyone for another year. It actually kind of hurts. That being said, I am excited to go back to Bangkok... I really do have some wonderful people and things there that make me happy. But I feel like this time, it's going to be a bit more work (which is both good an bad). I have broken down some internal walls and am still currently floundering in that spot. I am aware that this time is my opportunity to rebuild all of this and to learn myself more and more. I am scared and overwhelmed but excited none-the-less. I still have more to do here.

I am really looking forward to seeing Kim and to continuing our journey together. I love that we have made this huge leap of faith in ourselves and each other and that is so special to me. I am excited to continue exploring the world and to challenge myself in some very meaningful ways. It will be work but all of it will be rewarding. I am trying to stay focused on the process, not the outcome which means that everyday is something to be cherished.

Just know that all of you have a special place in my heart and I will do a much better job at blogging and staying in touch. :) I don't want to talk about how long it will be until I see you, but I do want to say that I am here for you too.

My love and admiration- XOXO